Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Through the Fire

It's through the fire my weakness is made strong...
He never promised that the cross would not get heavy,
And the hill would not be hard to climb.
He never offered our victories without fighting,
But He said help would always come in time.
So just remember, when you're standing in the valley of decision
And the adversary says "give in",
Just hold on, My Lord will show up
And He will take you through the fire again!
lyrics from Through the Fire by Crabb Family 

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Beautiful, Beautiful... by Francesca Battistelli

Don’t know how it is You looked at me
And saw the person that I could be
Awakening my heart
Breaking through the dark
Suddenly Your grace
Like sunlight burning at midnight
Making my life something so
Beautiful, beautiful
Mercy reaching to save me
All that I need
You are so
Beautiful, beautiful
Now there’s a joy inside I can’t contain
But even perfect days can end in rain
And though it’s pouring down
I see You through the clouds
Shining on my face
I have come undone
But I have just begun
Changing by Your grace...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tasting Your Goodness. "I believe, Help my unbelief"

God, I praise You!
Thankyou for continuing Your Healing work in me and nourishing me to Grow once again <3
I taste Your Goodness.  Christ, You are alive! and You are my Lord <3

Teach me to trust in You with my future plans. You have been faithful in teaching me about Faith.
I am of little Faith, but i know that Faith the size of a mustard seed can still move mountains.
In my struggle with huge doubt of your saving power to change the hearts of those I love,
I echo the cry and prayer of Mark 9:24,"I believe, help my unbelief!"
I see that doubt may still be a part of us even as we believe in Christ, somehow Doubt and Belief still coexisting at the same time, or perhaps everyone has certain areas of struggle that are particularly difficult to have faith and not doubt.
It is a comfort to know that God still meets us right where we're at.
He wants us to turn to Him, run to Him amidst our struggles.
We cannot have Faith 
on our own, only through Christ.

We ask, He gives.
Lord, I ask for greater Faith and True knowledge and Belief in who You are. 

"The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the Word of the Lord stands forever....
Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation, now that you haveTasted that the Lord is Good"
-1 Peter 1:24- 2:3
 

Friday, January 29, 2010

you are Beautiful

Lord, thankyou for reminding me who I am in You.

Your precious, beloved, beautiful daughter. Not because of what I've done, but who You are.
My worth, my identity is in You! I'm not defined by external circumstances or how people have made me feel in the past, but who You say I am.
Today i ran across the song, Almost Lover, by Fine Frenzy. Reminds me of many of us who have suffered from abandonment before, people coming into our lives and leaving. even if inevitable, the coming and going just... leaves us feeling as though we are 
dispensable
.
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

but its Not true. God found us while we were left orphaned and gave us new Life- clothed us with beauty [Ezekiel 16].
our God is a God that Heals- turns our failures and sufferings into something Beautiful for His glory <3
  

LORD, You shine your Light into our insecurities, and speak your Truth to us. 

We are your Sons and Daughters in Christ. Sharing in Your glorious riches, New creations! 
No longer shall we listen to words of darkness, ways of the world and of the flesh.
                       Christ has set us Free! [Galatians 5:1] 
                           May we Live as so.


For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, "Abba! Father!" 16 The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him. For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope thatthe creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified."
- Romans 8:15-30 ESV


"The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light." [Romans 13:12]



"I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." [Galatians 2:20]

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

"Be strong and take heart..."

Psalm 27 
4 Free me from the trap that is set for me, 
       for you are my refuge.
 5 Into your hands I commit my spirit;
       redeem me, O LORD, the God of truth.
 7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love,
       for you saw my affliction
       and knew the anguish of my soul.
 24 Be strong and take heart,
       all you who HOPE in the LORD.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

You'll Come (hillsong)

Chains be broken
Lives be healed
Eyes be opened
Christ is revealed

As surely as the sun will rise
You'll come to us...
Certain as the
 dawn appears
"Come, let us return to the Lord. He has 
torn us to pieces
 but He will Heal us;

He has injured us
 but He will Bind up our wounds." [Hosea 6:1]

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Urbanna Commitment

I commit to You:
  • bible study/GIG with my friends 
  • short term mission- India staff this summer?
  • longterm mission- 2+ years living out your Gospel incarnationally among the poor. somewhere sometime may You direct me!  (scary at the moment. i had never thought much about longterm before, not sure what it entails or looks like, not even sure i've felt You completelyy leading me yet, but Why Not? Why Not? Couldn't answer. I longed to offer You a commitment to show my love and obedience- wholehearted service, to give You my LIFE. with a Leap of Faith, i give You my offering! my life to You on the altar! 
  • vow to singleness for this season of life- embrace this year to pursue You wholeheartedly, serve your Kingdom wholeheartedly and GROW without distraction. often many of us are 'single' but without fully living out this call, embracing it as a gift.
i love you, Lord! May you be pleased with my worship!

i belong to You, Jesus. I am Yours and You are mine.
<3 linda